Insecurities!

But there are insecurities that take my breath and my spot, 

Those insecurities feel like guillotine blades in my throat, 

I often break down thinking about how things will not be the same, 

You'll fall in love with someone else and forget me as a lost game, 

And I swear by Gods-- new and old, 

Without you, my heart will turn cold, 

You'll be over me, even if you couldn't, you'll move on somehow, 

You'll heal, you'll survive, you'll find your moment of a dove, 

Survive-- but how can I when you taught me to live,  live with you, 

But you never talked about the time when you'll be gone, you'll find someone new, 

Gone-- you'll be gone, gone so far that I'll strain my eyes tracing your footprints, 

Our little home, our love, would be blown away by the winds,

 God, I don't want to but I break down every night thinking how one morning I'll wake up to nothing, 

I break down thinking that one fine night when I won't be able to sleep you won't be there to sing, 

But I want to enjoy this time while you smile, laugh, kiss, love, hold hands and walk with you beside me, 

Because once you are gone, I don't want to leave certain things undone,  also please if you can stay with me!

 

By: Hammy