It has been months now, I have tried it all! Bit by bit I have tried to remain sane, but nothing seems to heal me. I don't know why but the songs we use to hear together don't make me happy anymore. The rides across the mountains don't feel serene anymore.
I wish to move on, to feel something, anything apart from this agony of ‘left behind'. There have been moments when nothing made sense, the ushering sound of rain falling from the sky, synched with my heartbeats.
For the record, I own this room but lately, this far right corner, next to the window has been my home. Is it alright If I say I feel this heaviness on my chest every time I breathe, as If reminding me of a lost pearl?
I run into my brokenness time and time again, I have cried my eyes bloody over the loss of you. I have tried but in vain to get out of these toxic patterns. I know the right thing is to move on, accept that it was your time and one day we will meet again.
Until then I have a life to live, for both of our sakes. I had and will always love you my heart!
By: Mahi
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