It has been months now I have tried it all! Bit by bit I
have tried to remain sane, but nothing seems to heal me. I do not know why but
the songs we use to hear together do not make me happy anymore. The rides across the mountains do not
feel serene anymore.
I wish to move on, to feel something, anything apart from
this agony of ‘left behind’. There have been moments,
when nothing made sense, the ushering sound of rain falling from sky, synched
with my heartbeats.
For the record, I own this room but lately this far right
corner, next to the window has been my home. Is it alright, if I say I feel
this heaviness on my chest every time I breathe, as If reminding me of a lost
pearl.
I run into my brokenness repeatedly, I have cried my eyes
bloody over the loss of you. I have tried but in
vain to get out of these toxic patterns. I know the right thing is to move on,
accept that it was your time and one day we will meet again.
Until then I have a life to live, for both of our sakes. I had and will always love
you my heart!
By: Roma
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